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TonyaJanelle

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Tana is a lovely name. You shouldn't need to explain it.

You're on the right track with your weight, thought you looked great when we went spelunking last month

Keep moving forward, you can do this.
 

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@Maddie, i just would like to alert you to this fact about apple cider consumption
Apple cider vinegar (ACV) is often used for weight loss but it has some negative side effects. The acid in ACV can be dangerous to your mouth, teeth, and esophagus. Excessive ACV consumption can cause serious negative health effects. Science says that ACV alone will not help you lose any significant amount of weight

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Thank you.
I should've stated that I drink a lot of water. But only a swallow of ACV. I will be alert to any signs of acidic effect to my mouth teeth and esophagus.
 

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Politics suck!!!!!!!!

I used to think our vote was private. But I can't take it anymore. I didn't vote for this guy, in fact I voted specifically against him. But nowadays if people start a group prayer or chant calling for this man's death, and if you don't just start chanting along the exact same way, you can be judged as being the same as him.

I also suck now. Non partisan. But it is a developing story. I'm sure you're thrilled to hear it ;)
 

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"Us" and "them"
Social conformity
I am not "that" and was not before
I am "them", then and now

20 years ago you might have laughed at me or stolen my love away. (30 years ago I'd just look like another rock star) Now look at us.
Where do I stand to you now?
Perspective.

Was I ever crazy?
Or was my pineal gland working?
 

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Spent 3 days with 3 generations of women who have known me forever thru changes. Plus connected men and pets.
According to them I now pass as an attractive woman. Though supportive, they did not think that before this visit.

I have a new-to-me pre-owned cat now! She is under the cot that is my couch.
Cheeto is baffled, but enjoying the bag of food that came with her.

I've been putting applications for jobs out there, and today actually had an interview. It was another weird mask thing. He was 25 years old and 25 min late. He filled in his worksheet of questions like a Friday homework assignment and concluded abruptly with a brush-off. I had no opportunity to express any questions about the position or demonstrate anything to do with the job. He kept saying he was smiling beneath his mask. Maybe I should have said that too.
 

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Hey Maddie,

first part is totally great and congratulations to you! I Ultimately aim for the „passing“ part in that, the „attractive“ part will have to wait until I have enough Karma points ... :rolleyes:

Second part about the baffled under cot living meow is great as well! I am a cat lover myself, but until recently my life was not cat compatible anymore, I plan to change this ASAP, though, so I can get scratched and bitten again. Did it say Cheeto on the bag of food, just curious?

Third part sucks totally, you have my sympathy. Twenty five year olds should not be allowed to take notes anyway and with saying „I am smiling“ inherently means you are not, since noone can smile and talk about it simultaneously, perhaps you should consider drawing a smiling set of teeth on your mask, or if you are hopeless like me and think that crayons are a type of fish, you could least write „Smiling for sure!“ on your mask to make that point clear!

Hugs,
Marie
 

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Somehow you remind me of Dr Seuss :)

Cheeto is my main fur baby, now starring as my avatar!

I've been going with washable black masks no crayola

Here's Ms Maeve aka BabyYou, under the bed she fell in love with me
 

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Somehow you remind me of Dr Seuss :)
Baffled by this! Are you trying to imply I should write children's books or are you trying to imply I should end my life in La Jolla? - I love Dr. Seuss and writing children's books is my ultimate goal in life (no kidding), but I had to wait to become Marie to conjure up the courage to start my first one ... :geek:

Cheeto is not going to turn into a massive maine-coon, is she? You'd never get her out from under that bed if she did, might be better to get her to fall in love with roller skates or something like that!
 

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Glad you had a great woman's weekend. Family?

Congrats on being cat mom again.
Cheeto is ok with this so far?

An interview is progress. Next one is the winner.
 

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Marie I have no Seuss agenda for your new life.
But if it Seuss's you, why not? ;)

My Indiana friends call me family though not blood.

Cheeto is fine with most other animals. BabyYou doesn't get hissy either. Funny about them is how they look bigger because so fluffy! Baby's approximately 8lbs and Cheeto is 10lbs.
Both are 12 years old.

I like a cat that can dust the floor and other surfaces for me.
 

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Pretty sure it's a no for me at that place. Unless it isn't.

Note to self:. If you're going down to get the job...make sure sure you get the job...!

"Whore" always seemed a few rungs above me on the ladder of life.
Delusion or not,
at least I'm progressing.
 

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Vines are creeping up on me. They need support or can easily break in the wind.

New cat came out but hiding again since.

Just realized it's one year on HRT for me today.
I'm not in a good place and my weight is up.
I have support system of friends but its complicated.
My supports collapse when I display self respect.
Thought about dying all night and didn't sleep.
W T Flark is that?

I am grateful to be on a path forward with a surgery consult scheduled in Sept.
Grateful that my weight isn't worse, because it would be, if I wasn't running almost every day.
And grateful for new experiences. Better lately than never.

I need something to hold me when the wind blows
 
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