Thanks Moni, for putting the video up. But it did nothing for me to get a good grip about my sexuality.
I still wonder what makes me so very lesbian?
I also wonder, and actually hope, if my sexuality may still change once I have all the parts to have plain vanilla sex with a guy.
Hormones and lifestyle did not change anything concerning my attraction for men or women. But I avoided any relationship that could lead to sexual acts of any kind, because my genitals did not fit my roll as a female.
This restriction will be gone after the end of this week, will it allow me to change in a way that I feel that men might be possible sex partners?
I am struggling with this sexuality thing for years now (actually, it started very shortly after I had my orchi), and I really hope that this surgery will help me to close this chapter for good.
Hugs
Linde