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Nicole’s neurotic Notebook

NicoleT

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Kim.......Moni......you both mean a lot to me as far as my confidence goes, Your encouragemen, your advice, your humor 🤪......but more than that ......your friendship. No doubt I will be thinking of “My Tribe “ as my counselor tells me. All of the a Trans refuge community is that Tribe. ( hey we do wear face paint, like long hair, necklaces and we do get outcasted...............also I am part Indian so). Wait we need a Indian names for everyone now...Lol... I’ll have to think this through😂.......
 

TonyaJanelle

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Kim.......Moni......you both mean a lot to me as far as my confidence goes, Your encouragemen, your advice, your humor 🤪......but more than that ......your friendship. No doubt I will be thinking of “My Tribe “ as my counselor tells me. All of the a Trans refuge community is that Tribe. ( hey we do wear face paint, like long hair, necklaces and we do get outcasted...............also I am part Indian so). Wait we need a Indian names for everyone now...Lol... I’ll have to think this through😂.......

Well, my wife is Native and her dad use to call me T**** White Eagle when we're dating.
 

NicoleT

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Well, my wife is Native and her dad use to call me T**** White Eagle when we're dating.

Lol....My grandfather was half a Indian ( Blackfoot ) Very American though. ( not many traditional things about his life) He did have fun with us Though ............ especially since very much like today I never stopped rambling on about something stupid as a kid. ( shocking right)
he told me my name was “chief running mouth“..........😂

if I was super creative enough I might be able to come up with names for everyone but I’m not sure. It might be fun to try. You know we could call like Moni...” Fox who fears pickle” .....or who was it said there legs were super white like milk?........oh wait it was Maddie...call her “One who walks with legs of cream” I don’t know. ... like I said Im not good at this. ........Maybe others are better... Just funny.....

Hugs
 

Lexxi

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Oh, oh, oh, do me next...I've always wanted a Native American name.
 

NicoleT

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Lexxi..... I told you I wasn’t very good at these names .....I’ll think it over..

Not to mention these names are actually quite sacred in the actual American Indian culture. I do these tongue and cheek with no I’ll will toward anyone. So as long as it’s understood this is not to make fun of them (or Frankly my heritage) Basically it’s done for fun with love. 💓

To get names like this usually takes a big ceremony and getting to know somebody over a very long period of time with personal interaction. Their names are considered very serious and an honor. But I do think it’s interesting just how much our community has been put down, marginalized and tortured in ways similar to the prejudice of the American Indians. Also understand that in most Indian cultures Trans is excepted. ( and the settlers of America called THEM savages...right..) Either way....Our community could use a few honorable names and have some fun. Now that I said my peace to not offend Native Americans ( and myself...frankly) 🧐

Ill give it a shot Lexxi..Hmmm....🤨.....” One who covets her new handbag ....
wanting one since like 12 right....hmmm🤔.....how about “Dances with Purses”
( I told you I suck at this....).....

Anywhoooo......Just finished packing. Leaving in 30 minutes. “Operation Free Nicole”👩🏼💋 starts in the morning.

All systems go....( then why am I so nervous?....😰)

Hugs
Nicole

PS
Ill post tonight for sure. Updates as I go......
 

TonyaJanelle

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. Also understand that in most Indian cultures Trans is excepted. ( and the settlers of America called THEM savages...right..) Either way....Our community could use a few honorable names and have some fun. Now that I said my peace to not offend Native Americans ( and myself...frankly) 🧐



Anywhoooo......Just finished packing. Leaving in 30 minutes. “Operation Free Nicole”👩🏼💋 starts in the morning.

All systems go....( then why am I so nervous?....😰)

Hugs
Nicole

PS
Ill post tonight for sure. Updates as I go......

The term "two spirit" is often used.

Now, go take care of Operation Free Nicole. You got this
 

Donica

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I think I got a good native name for me. How about, "That Running Fox Bitch", Ya? Good? Well what do you all think? I think I like it. My parents said I have so little native blood in me that there's no need to mention it. Yet, put a headband on my grandmother and she looks like an Apache squaw. I thing my parents were lying.
 

NicoleT

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Hey everyone it is a little after 2 o’clock in the morning I am at my daughters hotel(she is the assistant manager)
Little bit of prep tonight to be prepared for tomorrow....
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Arrived tonight, got a late dinner and spend a couple hours talking with my daughter. Then off to my room, some prep and ready for bed. “Operation Free Nicole” 👩🏼💋 is just hours away.

Hugs
Nicole
 

TonyaJanelle

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Operation Free Nicole has already begun. You're there and you did your nails. Great first step

Love the color.
 

Moni

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Go, Nicole, go! I use that color when I do my nails, so, good start! Knock em dead, Girl!
 

NicoleT

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I figured out everybody I just figured out the cure to being transgender. What you do to get really really dressed up with all the confidence in the world that you can do this ........and then look in the mirror three seconds before having to walk out the door in public. AHhhhhhhhhhhhh!,😱😳🤯😰..

I absolutely no I do not pass I look like a man dressed up. This is terrifying.B09A5900-F4B2-49FC-B1D5-25B1B12EAE7A.jpeg
no the hair isn’t great...maybe not really done yet
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I just look ......exactly what I am .. Wow... I’m hyperventilating a little bit because I know I have to go through this no I haven’t left the hotel yet I’m leaving in about 5 to 10 minutes. Lord help me.
Nicole
 

NicoleT

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I understand every single reason why I should do this but the fear is so strong....... Wow what was I thinking
 

NicoleT

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OK this is the best I can do with my hair for now I need to get the car I need to go up and see my daughter and go from there...
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I must be just crazy....
 

NicoleT

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Yes. You are actually watching a complete meltdown ............In real time........ My god I’m sweating to death now...
 

NicoleT

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Thanks Tonya.......just very hard......here goes nothing right......


Ok ......deep breathe......I’m about to leave the room....IT just got real..........
 

NicoleT

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OK quick update I left the hotel I drove up to my daughters house went and saw them everything has been fine so far not very many people have actually seen me outside of the family, but now I’m back in the car waiting for them to come down and we are going to drive to the shopping center....and shop among the crowds....(this part of Texas just re-opened all the shopping this weekend... so it’s busy) i’m still a bit scared but I’m getting used to it. Big test still the come.

Actually the bigger test maybe after shopping , you see When we’re done shopping.........we’re also gonna go out to eat somewhere..... Either way I’m still alive and “Operation Free Nicole“ 👩🏼💋is rolling along In progress.

Hugs
Nicole

PS

Hey Kim..I saw you posted...Thank you for thinking of me.
 

OzGirl

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Nicole, just relax and own it, you will be fine! Enjoy your meal!

hugs,

Allie
 
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