Kim's delusional ramblings

[Confused]

Kim,

We are here for you and we miss you. Even Moni, although we try to keep her distracted. Please take care of yourself.

Hugs,
Mike

 

[NancyBalik]

Kim, I know I am not in your friend inner circle, but I follow your ramblings from the sidelines, and continue to appreciate the help you offered me way back when on Susan’s. One thing I do know about Depression, it is almost always temporary (but can feel like forever when we’re in it). Best, Nancy

 

[KimOct]

@Kenna I am on a low dose of Prozac just 20mg. My understanding is that dosages very from 20 to 80mg. I may increase to 40mg.

I am hopeful that my life may look very different in 6 months. Foot may be better, Covid vaccine, disability approved. And this below zero Fahrenheit will be over. There are many people that know their situation will not change. I am not one of them so I need to just try to keep pushing on.

Thanks for your support. My post was intended to be an explanation of my spotty visits.

 

[KimOct]

So I went to You Tube to look for a movie and stumbled upon this from Randy Rainbow.

If this isn't the cure for depression I don't know what is. Hilarious and sadly true.

@Moni this one is for your enjoyment

 

[KimOct]

And as an added treat the real song. I loved this song ever since it came out when I was in high school. I am such a girl.

 

[Monica]

Kim,

We are here for you and we miss you. Even Moni, although we try to keep her distracted. Please take care of yourself.

Hugs,
Mike

Squirrel? Where? Oh, a butterfly!

 

[Monica]

So I went to You Tube to look for a movie and stumbled upon this from Randy Rainbow.

If this isn't the cure for depression I don't know what is. Hilarious and sadly true.

@Moni this one is for your enjoyment

I watch this and wonder either, is she stoned or maybe I should be? I found myself singing, "Ivanka went down to Georgia, she was looking for a soul to steal . . ." Yikes, run boys run!

 

[KimOct]

Squirrel? Where? Oh, a butterfly!

I love watching her chase squirrels.

 

[Donica]

Squirrel Ringtones - Free by ZEDGE™

 

[NicoleT]

Barbara Streisand really......... my god you’re such a girl. Lol.... you don’t fool me though. For every Barbra Streisand song you listen to, you have whole albums of AC/DC cranking in the background. Because of that “mad respect”.... no matter what @Moni says.

I hope work goes well this week and you can stay off your foot. I’ve also been hoping to hear some good news about your disability coming through soon. The future is bright you just got to get there.

My vision of your future. Disability approved, foot is healed, covid vaccine , and exciting plans for an upcoming weekend in late summer, showing off all the greatness that Chicago has to offer, to some idiot from Texas. ...

Hugs
Nicole

 

[KimOct]

I know most of the readers of this blog are my usual cohorts but if you are one of the few readers that doesn't jump in I wanted to post this for others to read. It concerns me that the people that do the work also contribute most of the money to keep this place running. I posted this elsewhere but I wanted as many views as possible.


Absolutely those that are unable to donate are very welcome and should please be part of our family.

But as Director of Donation Nagging I have to do my job.

I just made my massive enormous huge monthly donation of......... drumroll please. $10.

So for those of you that can please contribute what feels right to you. And for those of you that are worried about security or privacy.......
I make my donations via paypal. How great is that?

 

[KimOct]

So I now know when the fear of using the 'new' restroom is completely gone. I started using the women's restroom in 2016. For a few years I never left the house unless I was in full makeup and definitively female attire. The past year I decided why do I have to get fixed up to run a short errand.
Cis women don't. But if I am looking 'too male' I will use the men's room so as not to freak any women out.

Over the last year I would say I have used the men's restroom maybe 8 to 10 times. Typically on days when I get mis-gendered due to my attire and lack of makeup.

So today I was very non-binary. I had my hair reasonably done - I had on basic makeup - just foundation - concealer under my eyes - and eyebrow pencil. So my look was kind of iffy.

I headed to the restrooms and I was thinking about something else and didn't pay attention which one I entered but I thought it was the women's.

As I rounded the corner I saw........ a wall lined with urinals.

The difference is for the first time ever I didn't really care.

4 or 5 years ago using a restroom was an anxiety producing experience. Today it was a shrug of the shoulders.

This stuff does get easier.

 

[Madrhode]

I never looked back the moment I switched, modes, I started using the womens, the only time I used the mens was if single use and I had too pee. Noted I would usually seek out single stall bathrooms, but after a while I didnt seek them out and when I move to new mexico and didnt have too worry as I was able to use the womens freely that time I had no worry soI got used to it and by the time I left using the mens seemed like a very long after thought. Only if both are single use and i need to pee and womens is occupied,

 

[Madrhode]

keeping with funny stories, a lady told me when I first started. I wasnt allowed to be in that bathroom, no men. I turned and said well it also doesnt say bitches and here you stand. She got mad and left,

 

[NicoleT]

I love using the women’s bathroom, I use it every day and why shouldnt I .......I belong there mind, body and spirit. If you feel comfortable somewhere else go there. In the end we’re just doing a normal bodily function and it shouldn’t be anybodys business how were excreting.

If you don’t like my commentary ..........piss off....Lol

 

[Kenna]

I'm not out and about much so don't have to use public bathrooms much but it's always the women's. I wear little or no makeup and have never had a problem. The last time I used the men's was at work when still presenting as male at work. Since Covid began and I've been working from home the few times out have been women's.
-Kenna

 

[Linde]

After my orchi several years ago, I would not have been able to use a urinal, even If I would have wanted to use it. I would have endet up with wet feet!
I still remember the anxiety I had going into a ladies room for the first time, to find out that this was not dramatic at all. Nobody really cares!

Hugs
Linde

 

[Confused]

After my orchi several years ago, I would not have been able to use a urinal, even If I would have wanted to use it. I would have endet up with wet feet!

Hugs
Linde

Without going into details, prostatectomy can cause this as well, Linde.

Hugs,
Mike

 

[KimOct]

I posted a parody song about Marjorie Taylor Greene above. And now she further shows why she deserves it. What a horrible person.

Marjorie Taylor Greene faces backlash after attacking congresswoman with transgender daughter

 

[Linde]

Yes, she is human scum,but she was elected by people who know how she is. She is just the flag bearer of those who voted her into office.
And those people are living among us, every single day.
Theyvare trying to deny us basic human rights, they are ready to kill us if we cross them wrong. We are nothing than animals for those people. How do we want to deal with them?

Hugs
Linde