Kim's delusional ramblings

[Confused]

Kim,

We are here for you and we miss you. Even Moni, although we try to keep her distracted. Please take care of yourself.

Hugs,
Mike

 

[NancyBalik]

Kim, I know I am not in your friend inner circle, but I follow your ramblings from the sidelines, and continue to appreciate the help you offered me way back when on Susan’s. One thing I do know about Depression, it is almost always temporary (but can feel like forever when we’re in it). Best, Nancy

 

[KimOct]

@Kenna I am on a low dose of Prozac just 20mg. My understanding is that dosages very from 20 to 80mg. I may increase to 40mg.

I am hopeful that my life may look very different in 6 months. Foot may be better, Covid vaccine, disability approved. And this below zero Fahrenheit will be over. There are many people that know their situation will not change. I am not one of them so I need to just try to keep pushing on.

Thanks for your support. My post was intended to be an explanation of my spotty visits.

 

[KimOct]

So I went to You Tube to look for a movie and stumbled upon this from Randy Rainbow.

If this isn't the cure for depression I don't know what is. Hilarious and sadly true.

@Moni this one is for your enjoyment

 

[KimOct]

And as an added treat the real song. I loved this song ever since it came out when I was in high school. I am such a girl.

 

[Monica]

Kim,

We are here for you and we miss you. Even Moni, although we try to keep her distracted. Please take care of yourself.

Hugs,
Mike

Squirrel? Where? Oh, a butterfly!

 

[Monica]

So I went to You Tube to look for a movie and stumbled upon this from Randy Rainbow.

If this isn't the cure for depression I don't know what is. Hilarious and sadly true.

@Moni this one is for your enjoyment

I watch this and wonder either, is she stoned or maybe I should be? I found myself singing, "Ivanka went down to Georgia, she was looking for a soul to steal . . ." Yikes, run boys run!

 

[KimOct]

Squirrel? Where? Oh, a butterfly!

I love watching her chase squirrels.

 

[Donica]

Squirrel Ringtones - Free by ZEDGE™

 

[NicoleT]

Barbara Streisand really......... my god you’re such a girl. Lol.... you don’t fool me though. For every Barbra Streisand song you listen to, you have whole albums of AC/DC cranking in the background. Because of that “mad respect”.... no matter what @Moni says.

I hope work goes well this week and you can stay off your foot. I’ve also been hoping to hear some good news about your disability coming through soon. The future is bright you just got to get there.

My vision of your future. Disability approved, foot is healed, covid vaccine , and exciting plans for an upcoming weekend in late summer, showing off all the greatness that Chicago has to offer, to some idiot from Texas. ...

Hugs
Nicole

 

[KimOct]

I know most of the readers of this blog are my usual cohorts but if you are one of the few readers that doesn't jump in I wanted to post this for others to read. It concerns me that the people that do the work also contribute most of the money to keep this place running. I posted this elsewhere but I wanted as many views as possible.


Absolutely those that are unable to donate are very welcome and should please be part of our family.

But as Director of Donation Nagging I have to do my job.

I just made my massive enormous huge monthly donation of......... drumroll please. $10.

So for those of you that can please contribute what feels right to you. And for those of you that are worried about security or privacy.......
I make my donations via paypal. How great is that?

 

[KimOct]

So I now know when the fear of using the 'new' restroom is completely gone. I started using the women's restroom in 2016. For a few years I never left the house unless I was in full makeup and definitively female attire. The past year I decided why do I have to get fixed up to run a short errand.
Cis women don't. But if I am looking 'too male' I will use the men's room so as not to freak any women out.

Over the last year I would say I have used the men's restroom maybe 8 to 10 times. Typically on days when I get mis-gendered due to my attire and lack of makeup.

So today I was very non-binary. I had my hair reasonably done - I had on basic makeup - just foundation - concealer under my eyes - and eyebrow pencil. So my look was kind of iffy.

I headed to the restrooms and I was thinking about something else and didn't pay attention which one I entered but I thought it was the women's.

As I rounded the corner I saw........ a wall lined with urinals.

The difference is for the first time ever I didn't really care.

4 or 5 years ago using a restroom was an anxiety producing experience. Today it was a shrug of the shoulders.

This stuff does get easier.