Kim's delusional ramblings

[Monica]

Hello, Kim is it? I don't believe we've met yet. My name is Nicole! I hope you like it on Trans Refuge. I've found quite a few friends on here. Yes, they are pushy as hell, forcing me to come out at work, but they are also wonderfully aggravating as well, don't get me wrong. They will tease you and tease you, until, before you know it, you look in the mirror and you are a different person. Of course there are good ones too. This Moni person, oh what a saint that one is. A nut job, that goes without saying, but she has a nice dog. Actually she's a real bitch, never mind. Just play your cards right, get in with the right people and you just might get a ride in the Vangina. Take care, see you when you post next month.

 

[Donica]

Good to be hearing from you again Kim! I am loving the new administration. Biden has since signed some 30+ executive orders, overturning the previous administrations stupidity. I think we have a real keeper here. Also very glad to hear there is no new cancer lurking about. I can't imagine how scary that must be. I hope they give you a chair to sit on while you're working, Heaven forbit having to turn away compulsive gamblers from giving the casino all there money. Oh! and BTW, I have been keeping a cheat sheet on all of Moni's new cage fighting moves, but it will cost ya lol.

Hugs!

 

[Lexxi]

Hey there Kimmy Kim, that Nicoley-Oley person from above is right...you have to watch out for that Moni girl. She's a real hoot though. There's no telling what might come out of her mouth. She misspells like a drunken sailor, or maybe it was she sails like a drunken misspeller...or drinks like a spelling missailor...I can't really keep all her strange stories staight. I just know that you have to watch out for her is all.

I'm really glad that you're back though. So did you break your foot kicking a loudmouth gambler and that's why you have a knee Harley (you know a motorcycle for your knee)? Can't wait to hear that story.

Looking forward to catching up with you. I've missed ya girl!!

 

[NicoleT]

First of all Kimmy welcome back. I’m glad you stop through to visit. These by monthly visits that we get are awfully hard. But I realize it’s all part of the divorce settlement. As for that lunatic above

Hello, Kim is it? I don't believe we've met yet. My name is Nicole! I hope you like it on Trans Refuge. I've found quite a few friends on here. Yes, they are pushy as hell, forcing me to come out at work, but they are also wonderfully aggravating as well, don't get me wrong. They will tease you and tease you, until, before you know it, you look in the mirror and you are a different person. Of course there are good ones too. This Moni person, oh what a saint that one is. A nut job, that goes without saying, but she has a nice dog. Actually she's a real bitch, never mind. Just play your cards right, get in with the right people and you just might get a ride in the Vangina. Take care, see you when you post next month.

Hey Kim this is Moni, I’m not sure what that iddiot Nicole above was talking about. I never push anyone into anything. They just all bow down at my beauty. Ok time to play with my dog. I got her to relieve my PSTD after getting stuck in a elevator that was playing Tommy James and the Shondells over and over again. By the way forget her advice, don’t play the cards deal them instead. Ok time for my hourly black licorice, I’ll be back next month for your next post....

 

[Monica]

Hey Kim this is Moni, I’m not sure what that iddiot Nicole above was talking about. I never push anyone into anything. They just all bow down at my beauty. Ok time to play with my dog. I got her to relieve my PSTD after getting stuck in a elevator that was playing Tommy James and the Shondells over and over again. By the way forget her advice, don’t play the cards deal them instead. Ok time for my hourly black licorice, I’ll be back next month for your next post....

You must look very closely for signs of a forgery, and yes, there it is! It's brown licorice!!! Amatuer!!! (Misspelling brought to you by the Lexicographer.) Beauty?

 

[KimOct]

Oh My. These people are my friends. What has my life come to? @Moni impersonates Nicole @NicoleT impersonates Moni and @Lexxi can't keep her words in order. Oy vey.

 

[Kenna]

Kim, It's nice to see you back, but what are you doing up and posting after 4 in the morning!?
-Kenna

 

[Monica]

Hey you, Kim, get your butt back here and stay here. There are people on here who need help, who are desperate, stressed out, and in need of answers. Oh, and other people besides me, too!

Stop resting on your Kimsey Scale laurels and get you ass in gear posting on a reglar basis. Jeese, what's a girl gotta do around here to get smacked around by a good friend? Ugh! Do you need me to sic Daisey on you?

 

[NicoleT]

Kim was posting at 4 AM. Wait maybe she wasn’t waking up that early.

Maybe she had a late night “Action” and just hadn’t gotten to bed. ...........Maybe she was part of a ”Dealers Delight”. Some highroller came to town looking for a “ Flop” and couldn’t resist her “ money maker” decided he wanted to “ Up the Ante” and play “Poke her” with our dear, “Queen of Hearts”. Kim decided to go “ No limit”, She “called“ the “ Studs” ” Bluff” and went “all in”. This “Jack” Took her to the “ House”.

Hell it could’ve been 2 “high rollers” looking to make a “ dirty stack” . The “ Pair” of them decided they hit the
“ jackpot” . Kim may had just “Straight” rolled out of bed after getting “ Lucky”. She was feeling rather “ Royally Flushed” and needed to “check“ in to calm down. Only if she would” Tell”

(or she simply went to the bathroom couldn’t sleep and ended up here. ......)

Hey who knows with her wild life. Good to see you Kimmy...

Hugs
Nicole

 

[Donica]

Kim was posting at 4 AM. Wait maybe she wasn’t waking up that early. View attachment 1622

Maybe she had a late night “Action” and just hadn’t gotten to bed. ...........Maybe she was part of a ”Dealers Delight”. Some highroller came to town looking for a “ Flop” and couldn’t resist her “ money maker” decided he wanted to “ Up the Ante” and play “Poke her” with our dear, “Queen of Hearts”. Kim decided to go “ No limit”, She “called“ the “ Studs” ” Bluff” and went “all in”. This “Jack” Took her to the “ House”.

Hell it could’ve been 2 “high rollers” looking to make a “ dirty stack” . The “ Pair” of them decided they hit the
“ jackpot” . Kim may had just “Straight” rolled out of bed after getting “ Lucky”. She was feeling rather “ Royally Flushed” and needed to “check“ in to calm down. Only if she would” Tell”
View attachment 1623
(or she simply went to the bathroom couldn’t sleep and ended up here. ......)

Hey who knows with her wild life. Good to see you Kimmy...

Hugs
Nicole

Nicole! I urge you to stay away from gambling houses. It sounds like you might have a compulsive gambling disorder. I mean anybody that knows card games that much..........

 

[Monica]

Donica, Nicole has a big Chutes and Ladders habit . Of course she doesn't have a Clue.

 

[KimOct]

Kim, It's nice to see you back, but what are you doing up and posting after 4 in the morning!?
-Kenna

Sleep schedule is messed up. Got very little last night so hopefully tonight will get back to normal.

 

[KimOct]

Hey you, Kim, get your butt back here and stay here. There are people on here who need help, who are desperate, stressed out, and in need of answers. Oh, and other people besides me, too!

Stop resting on your Kimsey Scale laurels and get you ass in gear posting on a reglar basis. Jeese, what's a girl gotta do around here to get smacked around by a good friend? Ugh! Do you need me to sic Daisey on you?

I think you were Daisy using a pseudonym.

 

[KimOct]

Kim was posting at 4 AM. Wait maybe she wasn’t waking up that early. View attachment 1622

Maybe she had a late night “Action” and just hadn’t gotten to bed. ...........Maybe she was part of a ”Dealers Delight”. Some highroller came to town looking for a “ Flop” and couldn’t resist her “ money maker” decided he wanted to “ Up the Ante” and play “Poke her” with our dear, “Queen of Hearts”. Kim decided to go “ No limit”, She “called“ the “ Studs” ” Bluff” and went “all in”. This “Jack” Took her to the “ House”.

Hell it could’ve been 2 “high rollers” looking to make a “ dirty stack” . The “ Pair” of them decided they hit the
“ jackpot” . Kim may had just “Straight” rolled out of bed after getting “ Lucky”. She was feeling rather “ Royally Flushed” and needed to “check“ in to calm down. Only if she would” Tell”
View attachment 1623
(or she simply went to the bathroom couldn’t sleep and ended up here. ......)

Hey who knows with her wild life. Good to see you Kimmy...

Hugs
Nicole

I should be so lucky.

 

[KimOct]

I know some of you have been asking why I am around less. I have been struggling with depression. I recently compared it to that scene in the movie "Get Out' where he is falling into a black abyss. It kind of feels like that.

I am fighting the good fight. Trying to keep in touch with people. Seeing people on a limited basis. Occasional zooms. Showing up for two or three days of work per week. I have it tough right now and the foot issue just makes it worse. But I realize many people have it far worse than I do.

So I keep trying to pick myself up. The only reason I am telling you all this is because I don't want anyone to think I am bored with you. That I am uninterested. That I have better things to do.

You are all very dear to me and I consider you my friends and to those that reach out to me ( you know who you are ) I need and appreciate it.

I look forward to better times ahead.

 

[Kenna]

Thanks for the update Kim!
It's good to see your determination and understanding of the situation, although it's undoubtedly a big effort. Are things getting better or are you stuck? Your foot and the ongoing Covid situation together with pandering to the idiots at your work are clearly not helping and can undoubtedly count for at least a bit of it. The national political situation is clearly better now, but we miss having someone to get really angry at on a daily basis, thus possibly lowering our overall level of arousal and motivation.

Have you tried anti-depressants in the past? Sometimes they can be like magic right through the spectrum to a being a waste of time and money. Even if the first ones don't, work sometimes another will and there's new ones coming out regularly. The drag is that they're all so slow to work! They usually take at least a couple of weeks to do anything, so trying a few can easily take several months in order to find one that works, or none. It's obviously your call as to whether it might be worthwhile. They did nothing for me, and I tried lots, but I've also seen plenty of people for whom they've been really good, sometimes even life-saving.

Hugs! And all the Best!
-Kenna

 

[OzGirl]

Kimmy, I hope you realise we really care about you and we all worry about you when you are AWOL! You are such a big part of TransRefuge the place just isn't the same without you! Please remember when those black walls close in that talking to somebody will bring light.

Big Hugs,

Allie

 

[TonyaJanelle]

But I realize many people have it far worse than I do.

Want to say something about this part. It's wonderful that you are aware enough to recognize other's hardships but do not ever let that diminish or trivialize your own problems. Especially mental health care. No one, especially yourself, should ever say "what do you have to be depressed about?". I'm sure you know it doesn't work that way.

 

[Linde]

Sorry Kim that we could not meet during this trip. I hope you are feeling better now.
I plan to travel south agin, starting tomorrow, and will take the pants back with me again, but will bring them with me next time I come up.
Hopefully your health is better by than, and Covid will not restrict us anymore.

Hugs
Linde

 

[Donica]

Kimmy! You know we'll always be here for you. It's good to hear from and see you on Zoom again hun.

Hugs!