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Kimdl93

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Aside from learning a bit more about old English words for childhood gender identity, I think this has been a very interesting discussion. Its not like there’s an absolute answer. I’m trying to take some encouragement from all the perspectives offered, and perhaps find a way to accommodate whatever the hell I am in a way that works at this moment in time. That rollercoaster ride is the part that I find most stressful...having to pull myself out of those depths, trying to avoid diving deeper into the confusion and frustration of “Why” and associated guilt/shame. I get the feeling that the self inflicted beatings are a perverse way of self justifying...like, its ok to be trans as long as I punish myself periodically for it! Its a bit like self flagellation as atonement for sins.
 

Maddie

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Part of my inner conflict is that I sorely need someone else to beat me.... But if they're weak, I just can't let them do it.
 
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