I’ve been bottling up my emotions for years. These emotions especially. I want to talk about them, but I don’t know how to anymore. To be honest my emotions scare me. I’ve bottled everything up for years, and everyone wants me to let them loose. My sister says I can talk to her about this stuff. I feel like I should, but every time I go to I get in my head and I just shut down again. Being that I don’t talk about my emotions I feel fake, and I’m not worth it. I want to just let everything just flow out like a broken damn.